Angels watching over me
April 13th, 2008 . by Cue Ball
We can make it thru, with out getting roughed.
Life may throw us on a loop, or even through a messed up route.
All we can do, is keep plugging along.
So we may sing, our life’s song.
We may choose, to sing this song.
Even before we, hear the gong.
Or we may choose, to ignore the song.
What ever the choice, we may choose.
Will live forever, in our memories.
Until our lives, will fade away.
Some may say, that we move on.
Although we know, our memories will go on.
Every day, reminding us.
Of what we choose, and what we gained.
One choice of mine, left me heart broken.
I lost a love, and also a child.
My ex decided, to hurt me bad.
Now all I am left with, is to be sad.
Anger did come, when I found out.
What had happened, when I was out.
There was no love, from her to me.
Not even for the child, or what it could be.
The child was my love, that I lost.
Just three weeks ago, is when I found out.
That she miscarried, purposely.
My heart was ripped, and shredded alive.
I must move on, and live with out.
Hearing the words daddy, from this child of mine.
I do know, that in due time.
I will see, this child of mine.
In heaven it will be, for my child is an angel.
Watching over me.
All I can say is, I don’t know what to say. She murdered my child.
You have a great head on your shoulders. I am so glad you are my brother. You are very right. You will see the baby again someday. God Bless You and may she get the help she needs.
i just read your post. so very , very sad. you will pull through in time and i know it’s hard. i am still here whenever you need to talk. my email is attached to this comment :) hugggggs
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I want to send my sympathies. I found your site by mistake and the story touched my heart deeply. As a mother, it breaks my heart that you went through this, especially knowing how I felt when I lost a baby to a drunk driver a few years back. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. I hope your life opens up to something wonderful and you are able to find some manner of peace.